what the hell?

I can't stop thinking how he said "I'm sorry you had to see that"...not he's sorry he /did/ it...obviously because he isn't...not to mention he has no sadness for the loss of me...I bet it's been a little bit of time in the making in his mind...he's probably been wanting to do it, if not doing it all along...he didn't deny it when I suggested maybe he was cheating all along...ugh.