losing it

I am listening to Ke$ha...how does she know just what I'm going through? And "you're gonna miss me till you die" yeah...I am having violent thoughts...I hate him. I hate him...what a fucking joke he is, just a fucking joke...I mean, seriously...every fucking lie. Lie after lie! The whole fucking relationship was a lie. So why am I wearing his shirt? And smelling it? ...I'm also going to start smoking...it'll be something to do since I can't eat. Fuck him.