Every time I get an email...I pray it's from him. Every time I get a phone call, a text...every time...I pray that it's him. I still just can't understand...how, why, what, when?? (I know where...and saw who...) how did he lose his feelings? Feelings I know were so strong...so pure...so true...weren't they? How can they just go away. He wondered why I said I didn't want to get legally married...because one day you can be completely happy and in love...and the next day you're in bed with someone else...
I'm devastated. I can hardly breath half the time, I can't stop crying, I can barely get up and walk around...I love him, I miss him, I just want him back...I'm in agony. I called for him yesterday...I said his name, I cried his name, I prayed and begged that he would hear my heart breaking and call me...he's my soulmate...I know he feels me...he didn't call...I'm so lost and so alone...I need to see him...to hold him and touch him and look him in the eyes and see if it's still there...if he still loves me, or if it was all just a happy fairy tale dream and now I've woken up...to a living death, a nightmare...
My love, come back to me.
- Cory (from the phone)
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