Sunday, June 20, 2010

I'm scared

I'm worried. I'm hurting. I thought I wasn't letting myself feel this way again...but I like someone. I'm...I'm afraid I might be falling for someone. I know why I am too...because it's the safest. He's deploying in October, moving back to Texas when he gets out. It could never be /more/...but I'm considering only seeing him...since I met him I have been ignoring other boys...but that's dangerous...and...I'm just nervous...I don't want to hurt...ever again...I never want to fall in love...the movies and songs tell such a pretty story...but I just...I can't let myself believe. I don't believe...


- Cory (from the phone)

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