Expectations

The funny thing about expectations is that they rarely are the truth of what is to come. I watched 500 days of summer the other night and LOVED the scene of the expectations versus what really happened...The funny thing is...for me, right now...when I am thinking about whether or not I will get a response from him...I don't expect him even to answer, I expect he has changed his mind...I expect the worst. But that doesn't mean I don't wish it were going to be more. It doesn't mean I don't wish that he will say all the things I want him to say...and mean them. He can and will say all the right things...it's the meaning them part he hasn't quite got down yet...